Is it weird tht I almost started to ball my eyes out when I read just the title? x3
The newly pregnant she-cat paced the nursery with a scowl painted onto her angular face, her big blue eyes narrowed into thin slits. Oh how she hated the nursery at this very moment. With kittens jumping around squealing, crawling over everyone. With a sharp gasp Fairydust doubled over in pain, hot fire licking at her neck. She pressed a paw to her neck, sure there was blood spilling out only to feel nothing. Then it hit her, Fairydust's eyes doubled in size; fear collecting within their watery blue depths. "Rainy!" she exclaimed, a sob raking through her throat. And witgout anotger word the seal lynx point darted out of the nursery, her paws thudding dully against the ground. Skidding to a halt, Fairydust let out another heart wrenching sob. "Rainylullaby." she whispered, stumbling over to the body of her beloved sister. Fear and saddness instabtly turned to rage."How could you do this!" she screamed, looking up at the sky, tears shining in her eyes. "How could you give up on your kits? How could you give up on me? How could you give up on yourself? So that's it?" she screamed, collapsing beside her. "I thought you were stronger then that." she whispered. "I guess I was wrong." Fairydust looked intothe river, thoughts swirling within her mind. It wasn't so bad amost drowning the first time sure it was scary but the second time was almost like a dream. She wondered what would happen a third time, what would happen if she succeeded?