.lou . "clue" . alexandria . summers.
I finger the silver blade that I held in my hand. I put it against my wrist and slowly slid it across my skin. I watched the flow of blood. The hate was so bad lately. I couldn't do anything without a hateful comment. I'd started cutting again. I hadn't wanted to, but with Louis leaving on tour and not being here; I couldn't cope. After being called fat so many times, I started fasting and was now considered anorexic. Louis knew about this medical condition and tried his hardest to get me to eat anytime he;s around. I only ate a few bites when he made me. I was changing for these...These fans and they still weren't satisfied. I wasn't either.
I quickly hid my blade and put a towel over my wrist to stop the bleeding as I heard a car door being shut from outside. Louis was coming over tonight before he had to go to Ireland for a week or so. I couldn't go. I put pressure on the cut to stop the heavy blood flow. It finally stopped. I stuffed the towel in the garbage to hide all the evidence. I quickly ran up the stairs to my bedroom to put on a long sleeved jumper to hide my scars from my boyfriend. I didn't want him worrying about me. He was living his dream and I didn't want him to put that on hold for me.
I slowly walked back downstairs and settled myself on the couch and pretended like I was interested with the show that was on. My dog, Pepper, jumped up next to me and nuzzled himself into my lap. I smiled slightly and gave his scruffy head a nice pat then running my hand down his body. I looked up and over to the door as Louis walked in. A smile instantly popped onto my face at the sight of him.
Lou Summers has been facing horrible hate lately and it's been too much for the young lass to handle. She gone into depression and become anorexic. Louis, her long-term boyfriend, knows this, but he has yet to discover that she is self harming when he isn't around. She has been hiding it quite well, but she can't keep it a secret forever.
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