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So let’s mix some maker, Meet the marker, I’m in the mood for a little bit darker. Got some paper, and a lighter, Time to set it all on fucking fire
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Name}} A. Kaylynn Erwin Age}} 14 Interests}} world peace war, being with the person I love being saved by the person I love, being nice to people scaring people, drawing, video game design, music, people I can relate to bands I love}} HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD, pierce the veil, blood on the dance floor, suicide silence (rock in paradise, Mitch Lucker, my hero), of mice and men, linkin park, escape to fate, falling in reverse, imagine dragons, scary kids scaring kids, bring me the horizon, asking Alexandria, a day to remember, and a hell of a lot more (: Me}} Favorite song}} I cant decide, but pretty much songs like "king for a day" by ptv, "caraphernelia" by ptv is mine and my bf's song so I love that one too. I also love EVERYTHING by Hollywood Undead (: and Second And Sebring by of mice and men (: So... a while ago, my friends violated me with a life sized tigger doll ._. So when I saw this... I was torn between screaming in fear or laughing ^.^  They took me from my mom They took my dad from me The government is sick
I don't care who you are or what you are, I don't care if you are fat or skinny, I don't care if you are gay, straight, or bi, I don't care if you are black or white or green with yellow polkadots xP I don't care if you are rich or poor, and I don't care what you have done in the past because your mistakes don't define who you are. Just know, that your life has value, that you are not worthless, and that you are perfect just the way you are. Im tired of my friends being told to kill themselves and im tired of being told to slit my wrists because its all im good for. I don't care if you think you are ugly or stupid or fat, because you are wrong. Don't let anybody tell you that you are not good enough. I don't know if anybody is reading this, but if you are, please let me know. I would like to thank BlakeBliss for convincing me that I am good enough to live. Here is the video that saved my life: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJQZJQFmpDA
I am young, but I am not just a child. I seemed to have skipped over my childhood and im already doing everything my mom should have done. My mother and father do not like who I am and don't think my kind should be allowed to survive. My kind is depressed, dark, secretive, and quiet. My kind is emo and im proud of it. I have been cutting myself ever since fourth grade because I go though so much ish. Its addictive because it releases all the pain inside. If makes the heartache and the depression go away for a little while. Im trying to stop cutting, so if anybody can give me suggestions and advice please pm me because it could save my life some day.
...you dont know me... you have been my best friend for fourteen years... but you dont know me. You dont know anything about me. Only two people really know me;; Joel and Nate. They know everything about me. They know that i do random crazy ish to make them laugh. They know other times i do random crazy ish because someone else that only i can see told me to. They know that my mind is so fucked up because people are always leaving. First it was my dad, them my mom. They disowned me. Then it was 17 of my best friends, all gone to suicide. Then it was one of my ex's, then it was my bf, and last night it was almost Joel himself. I had a huge nervous breakdown. I threw things, i choked down over a bottle of assorted medications. I OD-ed on anit depressants. I didnt want to loose him. So he didnt leave. He stayed and realised how much i really loved him, and i had only just realised it too. Joel is my last tie to sanity. If he dies, then i an going with him. So if the day comes, and i collapse, dont put me out of my misery. Let me suffer as the fire pulses through my veins and out of my wrist as it did last night. When the day comes, dont save me like he did last night, just let me leave to rest with him, in peace. For as my body lies here broken, and im carried to the light, now my heart is finally open, just let me die.
My cute fuzzcubs!!!
Broken Dreamer
- June 17, 2012, 09:25:55 PM
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yena
- June 17, 2012, 09:39:11 PM
Cute
Icepool2012
- June 17, 2012, 10:26:27 PM
Ikr! I'm getting another tomorrow!
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Everybody in the world are you with me? It's too late to try to run, we run the city It's my time, it's your time, Held me down, now it's don't give a fuck time It's go time, it's show time Sing it with me everybody let's go
Cause it's one, it's one, one for the money Two, it's two, cause two is for the show Three, it's three, three get ready, Are you ready motherfuckers? Are you ready? Let's go!
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