Suddenly, like hit by a storm, she looked dazed. Tail starting to swish urgently, she gasped in horror. Then, as if taken over, she thought the one thought that could end her chance. "Forced to love something." Whispering lightly, tears fell from her eyes.
"Snowleaf. I failed. I realised I failed at saving her. By trying to save her, I condemed another to pain. One to confusion and one to anger. The only one I didn't fail is the one exactly like her useless father. Mosspaw, with her fathers view on the world, will be normal."
"I failed at my mission. I failed to save one from pain. She will end up like herslef all over again. I could see her demons. My mother killed herself. I just don't want it to happen again. Returning from Starclan and I can't save her. Could I ever save anyone? My son left me and my mate was a killer." Seeming to break into a ball, she wept.
"Has anyone ever cared?"