Indeed Euphoriapaw was just a regular apprentice trying to make friends because she didn't stay in camp much. Then one day she was by the river, and one of her clanmates was there too. Euphoriapaw soon started talking to the tom until he started acting weird, which he called the 'illness'. Euphoriapaw didn't know what it was about at first and tried to help him, big mistake. In his blind rage, the tom, named Taintedcompassion, r.aped the apprentice. But after doing this, Euphoriapaw was no longer happy and tried to commit suicide. But the tom wouldn't let her and saved her life, but now she has a long scar on her stomach where she slashed herself. A couple days later, the she-cat was yet again in the forest, angered about Hawkclan becoming anti-clan, when a loner showed up with a smirk on his face. Euphoriapaw tried hard to fight to tom, but he was full grown and easily over powered her. During that time, even that tom r.aped her as well, causing her more suffering. Euphoriapaw never wanted this and she didn't want anyone to know, but she had no choice because she knew that Taintedcompassion would try to stop her as well. So now the kits are slowly developing in her stomach, and now there are two fathers.