Zombie Apocalypse- The Sky runs Black, Just like my Soul. OPEN

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That made me cry..I just wanna hug him untill he feels better! And..I'm not emo...I don't cut myself...At school...I'm bad ace..No one messes with me and I don't mess with them...See..Im nice at school..I don't hurt anybody and I don't want to..But if I'm being beaten down...I will defend myself with all my strength and knowledge.

OOC- Yeah, I cry everytime I watch that video... I've gone through little episodes of depression because I have been torn down and hurt and sometimes I think 'Do people ever just stop for a moment to think about what it feels like to go through bullying?'

And the people who bully others, should what it's like to be the actual person who has been bullied. Do they have any empathy, or are they doing it becuase they want to make themselves feel better? I don't know but it needs to stop, there's people who have commited suicide because of this, becuase they couldn't take another second of it and that makes me feel horrible.

I do everything I can to help people, becuase if you take a moment to step into their shoes, you'd know the amount of pain they suffered. Insecurities, self-harm, attempted suicide and many more things that send fearful shivers down my spine. Those people have rights to be treated with respect and they shouldn't be put down becuase of looks and behaviors.

The bullies should know what they've done to people, ruining their lives, even ending them...Yes, I've even thought about suicide, but you know what? If you do that, they win...So just a message to everyone out there who are experiencing things like this, remember that things will get better ;3 If anyone needs to PM me to talk about these things, go ahead, I don't judge C:

[BlackRabbit]

Recap please  I got flooded.

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OOC- Nothing much... Susan had a nightmare and everyone's leaving for the next town tomorrow C:

[Rave and Aurora]

Leo stood guard, denying the offer,"Not tired", was all he responded with. He had his eyes open but his mind was deep in thought.

[Darkie ❤]

Susan was breathing heavy, her eyes on the ground her chest rising and falling. She couldn't look up, in fear of them seeing what and was doing. She was crying silently, she continued taking deep breaths but turned away from them and hurried out the tent, she walked as fast as she could a few feet away then went behind a tree and sat against it, so she was hidden from the group. She was shaking and crying, her tongue and eyes felt numb, she couldn't keep her eyes open so she just shut them as the tears streamed down, and her body tried to calm itself thus making it hard for he to concentrate on breathing, her breaths so heavy.

[ÆRO§HÅRD]

Shade frowned, standing when he thought he could. He began to walk silently over to Susan, walking around the tree, facing her. "Hey... What is wrong?" He asked, a frown engraved in the dark features of his face.

[Darkie ❤]

Susan looked away."I-I dr-dreamed of....I had a dream about Jed a-and the explosion." She pulled her legs up to her chest and wrapped her arms around her legs and cried into her knees.
In her dream the attack had started and she turned to see Jed holding the bomb, she watched as it blew up and sent everyone flying. She remembered seeing Jeds bloody body, and in the dream she ran to him and tried to help, but there was so much blood....so much blood.

[ÆRO§HÅRD]

Shade frowned, sitting at her side. He draped an arm around her shoulders, "Hey, it is okay. Jed knew what he had put himself up for. He did it to make sure there weren't any more casualties... You couldn't have done anything about it. It wasn't your fault..." He said, green eyes laying strictly on her.
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Serenity returned to camp, sitting down with an exhausted sigh.

[Darkie ❤]

Theo nervously looked around the camp.

Susan tried to swallow her tears."I-I should have....I should have been able to save him." She cried moving so her head was on his shoulder, crying into it. She couldn't stop thinking about the horrific scene.

[ÆRO§HÅRD]

"Susan, you have godly gifts with medicine. But i promise you nothing we had could have saved him and you know that. I know it wasn't the most pleasant way for him to die but he chose it and probably is happier now then he ever was." He whispered, pulling her close.
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Serenity began to drift off, she was curled up in a ball by a tree in camp, wavy, brunette strands of hair running over her shoulder.

[Rave and Aurora]

After listening to the conversation, Leo looked at Theo,"Welcome to paradise", he joked then went back looking forward, and called in the med tent,"Anything needed in there?"

[Darkie ❤]

Theo rolled his eyes at Leo, then sighed cracking his nuckles.

Susan whimpered slightly."I hope he is. I just wish....I wish it would have been me instead of him....I m-mean he has-he had....a sister to look after. To love. And to care for..." She sniffled keeping her head dig into his shoulder.

[ÆRO§HÅRD]

Shade looked at her, "And he gave that up for our lives so don't go wishing away yours. He didn't die in vain." He said, his hand grazing her shoulder.

[Darkie ❤]

Susan now felt stupid for saying that, of course she meant it, she truly wished it but she should have kept it to herself. She looked at him."I'm sorry." She said her eyes were rimmed with red, and filled with sorrow and pain. Regret and remorse.

[ÆRO§HÅRD]

Shade looked at her for a long moment, and before he knew it he had pressed his lips to hers.
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Serenity had flashes of Jed run through her mind, her eyes blinked open. She felt one tear escape and roll down her cheek. She frowned a little, she was pathetic. Jed is gone, why cry over something you can't change... Serenity sat up, resting her forehead on her knees.